The love war

Last year, in the month of October, there was something happened which I would never forgot. That was the very reason why I was still grounded and stranded for freedom and safeness.

I had many girlfriends. Among them were: Salve, Salud, Angelyn, Victoria, Joana and a girl from Naga City (confidentiality of the name). That time, I was planning ahead to have girlfriends who were at different address to avoid 'bokingan'. Salve was studying at the CSPC and residing at Pili so I wasn't worrying of her. Angelyn was residing at the San Roque, Calabanga. Joana was also living here in Calabanga. And Salud was in Manila that time but she was actually living here also.

I met Victoria Dina Fernandez when I had my observation at Quipayo High School. Then, I had a love contract with her that longed to a month. I had 4 days with Joana's ground. I was not interested nor in love with her to continue our relationship. I only planned to play with her. I had few days to get up my relationship with Angelyn. We broke up when she found out that I was a heartbreaker. Then, I heard from her friends that Joana was the person behind it.

Not later than July, I drove back again to Joana, simply planning for vengeance.

Salud was in Manila that time. Anyway, I do not seriously take our relationship. Then, October marked her coming home here.

I planned out to break Joana but I was so grounded. Her family was very strict. Some of her brothers were treating me. If I would break her, then it would be a trouble. I never it would end in this terrifying situation. Since I was not serious with Salud, I used her to be the instrument in our break up.

When she was already here in Calabanga, news about us was unfolded until Joana's family knew it. Because of that, I was not able to run away nor made the situation lighter. So, I was forced to still be with her to avoid my family from knowing this trouble I had made. First Friday of the month, Joana urged me to go to Hinulid church. I gave her the last chance to be with me before I was sensing that my plan would be realized sooner that time.

When we went back to Centro, I found out that Salud was there with her friends. I did not know what to do. I thought of running home but then I should face the consequence. They quarreled (using words). When they parted, (I was only watching them) I warned Joana. I talked to Salud not to do anything against her for something bad would possibly happen to her.

In Sunday, Salud phoned me to attend the mass. I refused. Because of what had happened last Friday, they might ready to give me the gift of consequence I had made. So, I told her no.

However, she wanted to be here at home if we were not free at the Centro. I went to Centro before the mass started. Then I found her so I went home with her. Along the way, Bornok, saw us.

We jammed at home. Michael, my gay-friend that time was texting me if where I was that time since we will jam after the mass. So, I told her that I would not be able to be with here after the mass since I had an important meeting with a friend.

By 7pm, walked back to Centro and told here to go home. Since I was so in danger, I told her that I would only be at the Market to avoid anyone to see us. But she was insisting me; to be at the park since her friends was there.

When we arrived at the park, I was so shock since Joana was there also. I run away. I did not know what to do.

I went home with so much nervous. Michael never stopped texting me. I could not eat enough. I felt so anxious.

After an hour, a friend told me that Joan and Salud fought at the Octagon. Joana's family was very angry with what happened and they were blaming me. So, what I did was, I texted Michael to drive me away home or else I couldn't jam with him that night. Within a minute, he was with his friend riding in a motorcycle. We went to Sta. Salud.

While I was away, I could avoid thinking of the trouble I had made. I was not expecting that it would run in this terrible situation. Joana and her mother were planning to go to our house and talked to my family. Everything runs wild.

The next day, I was facing a bad threat. I had known that Salud was raped when she went home. She was blotter at the Municipal office. I was also put on the list.

So, I don't have any choices. I have to be at Libmanan or else, I would be put near to death.